Equatorial Ice, by Cathy O’Dowd
First published in Southern Rock #1 Aug-Nov
1990
Perched uncomfortably on my pack, feet jammed between a
large bag of meal and a large African lady and rapidly going numb. The rest of
me wedged between Stephen and 25 other adults (children and chickens extra) on
the back of a bakkie. Discomfort increasing with every bump and hole in the
road, and the road consists of little else. Coated in dust, sweating beneath a
powerful equatorial sun, staring numbly at the savannas of the Great Rift
Valley, I wonder what on earth I am doing here. It seems to bear very little
connection to mountaineering.
At the end of 1989 I decided to go to Bolivia to climb,
but a few months later that plan fell through. Nevertheless I was determined to
go somewhere. A quick change of climbing partner and continent and I was going
to the Ruwenzori mountains with Stephen Kelsey.
The Ruwenzoris are in Zaire, a country where the
disorganisation is rivaled only by the corruption. Travelling is a nightmare.
Their equivalent of the Greyhound on the N3 takes 12 hours to cover 350 kms,
with an extra two hours for breakdowns. Generally we traveled on the back of
bakkies. Our record was to be 35 adults plus luggage on the back of a one ton
Toyota Stout.
Officialdom exists only to exploit foreigners. Military
police demand climbing rope so they can wear it as belts. Airport officials look
insulted if you underbribe them. Pseudo-police helped themselves to large
amounts of our cash. The only South African they have ever heard of is Mandela,
and they think he is president. While we were there their president had 200
students killed, with the result that Sabena airlines, on which we had return
tickets, immediately stopped flying to Zaire. This is Third World Africa with a
vengeance.
It’s not all bad. Where else can you get picked up by an
expatriate coffee-trader, a complete stranger, and have food, hot baths, beds
and unlimited amounts of beer forced on you? But in retrospect it is the endless
epics that stand out. Still, as long as we kept laughing about it, it was good.
All this and we hadn’t even got to the start of the walk-in yet.
After parting with a large amount of US dollars in park
fees, we had a guide, his porter, two porters for us and we were ready to go.
With all the arrogance of “real climbers” we assumed that because lots of
tourists walk the first three days, it must be easy. The porters took the food,
the rest we carried ourselves. Big Mistake no. 1. They breed gapers tough and
rugged in Zaire. Halfway through day one we gave ourselves hero status. Halfway
through day two we upgraded it to martyrdom. Halfway through day three we
thought we were about to die. At the end of day four we stopped, fell over and
decided this was basecamp.
Fairly soon Big Mistake no. 2 became apparent. The
catering was ample for three weeks in a kloof. It was far from ample for three
weeks over 4000m doing hard labour. Rationing was introduced, quickly followed
by food as the main and then only topic of conversation. Rest days became a
nightmare as we lay in the tent anticipating the next meal. By the third week
visions of food were floating at eye level, a long line of it, moving left to
right. The final injustice came after we walked out. Stephen consumed everything
he could lay his hands on while I went down with gut-rot and was eating almost
nothing.
Climbing was a good way to keep our minds off food …
when we could see the mountain to climb it. The clouds came in at about 10am and
lifted at sunset. In between we got very cold bums sitting in the snow waiting
for the mist to part briefly and reveal where we were. As the clouds rolled back
in the late afternoon a beautiful sunset would reveal exactly where we were,
which would be several hours from basecamp. Little snow and very hard ice had
pros and cons. Crevasses were hard enough to stand at their edges and knock off
icicles to hear the musical tones (with Stephen looking on nervously). But then
the ice was also hard enough to resist any attempt at self arrest – so Stephen
stopped when he hit the ice below. Elsewhere it would crunch interestingly, like
crumpled tinsel paper, depart from the face when assaulted by an ice tool and
land on the head of the party below – me.
Above the glaciers are the rock peaks, a masterpiece of
precariously balanced boulders, which headed downhill at regular intervals. They
are carefully moulded to form bomb alleys of scree and knife-edge ridges of
choss which we climbed up and down. When solid it was bomber and well protected
by a soapy sheet of lichen. Descending was easy. Pegs had been left for rap
points, or else bit of cord wrapped round rubble. The only drawback was that
they were 30+ years old. We thought of Stew’s gear tests and abbed with a hope
and a prayer.
In the beginning dawn starts were the order of the day.
By the end we were going well if we got out of bed by nine. Hunger was eroding
energy and motivation. Heat was eroding the glaciers as well. They looked
nothing like the Ugandan route book (from 30 years ago) indicated. These are not
glaciers to be saved for your old age. We climbed the area out. It was time to
go home.
I learnt a lot in those six weeks. Like the fact that
one did French at school does mean that one can speak it. And that looking right
before crossing a street is a quick route to death when they drive on the wrong
side of the road. That it is possible to teeter on the edge of one crampon, on a
steep glacier, unroped, in the dark and adjust the bail on the other crampon and
still manage not to burst into tears. That I can carry heavier loads further
than I ever thought possible, but that I really don’t want to. That white peaks,
looming through the mist, glistening beneath the moonlight, in an intricate
pattern of crevasses and seracs, have a powerful attraction, a lure to return.
That heaven on earth is the discovery of a shop selling 200g slabs of Cadburys
chocolate. At around R8 a slab we bought one each.
All photographs © Cathy O'Dowd.
To our great disappointment, all Stephen's exposed
film was stolen from the campsite in Goma, as we were returning home. So the
only photographs that survive are the ones that I took of him.
Stephen Kelsey was killed while attempting the west
face of Salcante in Peru in 1993. |